Title: Great Expectations
1Great Expectations
2- God knows youre welcome to it --so far as it
was ever mine, returned Joe, with a saving
remembrance of Mrs. Joe. We dont know what you
have done, but we wouldnt have you starved to
death for it, poor miserable fellow creature.
Would us, Pip?
3- Then the ends of the torches were flung hissing
into the water, and went out, as if it were all
over with him.
4- Biddy arranged all the shop transactions. Biddy
was Mr.Wopsles great-aunts granddaughter. She
was an orphan like myself like me, too, had been
brought up by hand. Her hair always wanted
brushing, her hands always wanted washing, and
her shoes always wanted mending and pulling up at
heel.
5- Well, Pip, said Joe taking up the poker, and
setting himself to his usual occupation, when he
was thoughtful, of slowly raking the fire between
the lower bars, Ill tell you. My father, Pip,
he were given to drink, and when he were overtook
with drink, he hammered away at my mother most
onmerciful. My mother and me we ran away from my
father several times and then my mother shed go
out to work, and shed say, Joe, shed say,
now, please God, you shall have some schooling,
child, and shed put me to school. But my
father were that good in his heart that he
couldnt bear to be without us. So, he took us
home and hammered us. Which, you see, Pip said
Joe, were a drawback on my learning.
6- Joes blue eyes turned a little watery. It were
but lonesome then, said Joe, living here alone,
and I got acquainted with your sister. Now,
Pip, Joe looked firmly at me, as if he knew I
was not going to agree with him, your sister is
a fine figure of a woman.
7- Whatever family opinions, or whatever the
worlds opinions, on that subject may be, Pip,
your sister is, Joe tapped the top bar with the
poker after every word following,
a-fine-figure-of-a-woman!
8- I broke out crying and hugged Joe round the neck,
who dropped the poker to hug me, and to say,
Ever the best of friends aint us Pip? Dont
cry, old chap!
9- Young as I was, I believe that I dated a new
admiration of Joe that night. We were equals
afterward, as we had been before but afterward,
at quiet times when I sat looking at Joe and
thinking about him, I had a new sensation of
feeling conscious that I was looking up to Joe in
my heart.
10- Does she grow prettier and prettier, Pip? And
when I said yes (for indeed she did), would seem
to enjoy it greedily.
11- I had heard of Miss Havisham uptown --everybody
for miles round had heard of Miss Havisham uptown
--as an immensely rich and grim lady who lived in
a large and dismal house barricaded against
robbers, and who led a life of seclusion.
12- I could see at first no stars from the
chaise-chart. But they twinkled out one by one,
without throwing any light on the questions why
on earth I was going to play at Miss Havishams
and what on earth I was expected to play at.
13We came to Miss Havishams House, which was of
old brick, and dismal, and had a great many bars
to it.
14The cold air seemed to blow colder there than
outside the gate.
15-Enough House! said I. Thats a curious name,
miss.It meant that whoever had this house,
could want nothing else.
16She was dressed in rich materials-satins, and
lace, and silks-all of whiteBut I saw that
everything within my view which ought to be white
had lost its luster, and was faded and yellow.
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17I saw that her watch had stopped at twnety
minutes to nine, and that the clock had stopped
at twenty minutes to nine.
18With this boy! Why, he is a common laboring
boy! I thought I heard Miss Havisham
answer-only it seemed so unlikely-well? You can
break his heart.
19Miss Havisham sat corpselike as we played at
cards. He calls the knaves jacks, this boy!
said Estella with disdain, before our first game
was out. And what coarse hands he has! And what
thick boots! I had never thought of being
ashamed of my hands before but her contempt for
me was so infectious, and I caught it.
20- Break their hearts my pride and hope, break
their hearts and have no mercy!
21- I reposed to complete confidence in no one but
biddy but, I told poor Biddy everything. Why it
came natural to me to do so, and why Biddy had a
deep concern in everything I told her, I did not
know then, though I think I know now.
22- I could hardly have imagined dear old Joe looking
so unlike himself or so like some extraordinary
bird standing, as he did, speechless, with his
tuft of feathers ruffled, and his mouth open, as
if he wanted a worm.
23- I know I was ashamed of him- when I saw that
Estella stood at the back of Miss Havishams
chair, and that her eyes laughed mischievously. I
took the indentures out of his hand and gave them
to Miss Havisham.
24- No. Gargery is your master now. Gargery! One
word!
25- Pip, I do assure you this is as-TON-ashing! and
so, by degrees, became conversational and able to
walk away.
26- It is a most miserable thing to feel ashamed of
home. There may be black ingratitude in the
thing, and the punishment may be retributive and
well deserved but, that it is a miserable thing,
I can testify.
27- I made proposals to Mr. Wopsle to bestow some
intellectual crumbs upon me with which he kindly
complied. As it turned out, however, that he only
wanted me for a dramatic lay-figure
28- That was a memorable day to me, got it made great
changes in me. But, it is the same with any
life. Imaging one selected day struck out of it,
and think how different its course would have
been. Pause you who read this, and think for a
moment of the long chain of iron or gold, of
thorns or flowers, that would never have bound
you, but for the formation of the first link on
one memorable day.
29- On this day of the year, long before you were
born, this heap of decay stabbing with her
crutched stick at the pile of cobwebs on the
table but not touching it, was brought here. It
and I have worn away together. The mice have
gnawed at it, and sharper teeth than teeth of
mice have gnawed at me.